Just not the same:(

So, today was the day I had
been looking for. The day
I could get back in my hot tub!!!! yeah! So my mom gets in and then I do next.This is it! I waited 2 whole weeks!

Why the hell am I sinking and not floating? Oh yeah, my flotation devices were to be used if my plane crashed in the Atlantic. Oh, well.

I had fun, but I still didn’t look down.
I don’t even have a clue what my scars look like yet…just not reeady.

Bedore we got out of the tub I reached over and squeezed my moms boobs twice. She didn’t say a whole lot, and neither did I. I just knew at that moment I was different… and hated it.

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