12:30am;)

Not too much I want write about tonight….. I will save it for tomorrow when I have had more sleep. 😉 I met with Dr. Bond (my oncologist) and we had many many things to go over. First and foremost my tumor marker was 20 and my labs looked great! No cancer:) He also said that I need a hysterectomy within the next few years because I am Brac 2 positive. I am at an elevated risk of ovarian and cervical cancer. He mentioned I should go to a fertility expert in St. Louis and know our options. He’s not positive that because of the Brac 2 I may be at an elevated risk for cancer to come back if I get pregnant. He doesn’t really think thats true because my kind of cancer was negative for hormones…. but we need some answers. He’s also not positive I have any eggs left after chemo…. a risk I had to take to save my life. Before each chemo I would always think “go little eggs… go hide somewhere and be safe;)

So, for now it’s all just up in the air. We need more answers so John and I can make the best choice for our family. I know it is a lot of work having another child someday…. but my heart just tells me there is this little one out there waiting for me. I can feel it in my soul.

The Good Lord put me on this planet to be an amazing mother, and wife, and have my own family one day I could love and nurture. My kids are my world. I have to believe that what is meant to be…will be:) I just need to trust in Him.

Goodnight, God Bless:)

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2 thoughts on “12:30am;)

  1. Barb Fish August 27, 2013 at 12:24 pm Reply

    Hey Jen,
    First I want to say you look great and am so glad your markers look good. You have more conviction and strength that anyone I know. Please keep your positive attitude and sharing your journey with others. You are truly an inspiration to many people!
    I love you and will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
    Barb

    • jenrd1012 August 27, 2013 at 1:02 pm Reply

      You are so sweet:)!Thank you for your ongoing support! love you:)

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